lil-blue-artist

Okay, so technically I have given up posting art... Kinda. I am not really interested in drawing - I do it for more enjoyment or out of boredom more than anything. What I have taken up is writing. Well not so much as taken up but I have started doing more of it. I am actually pretty much in the middle of writing a story right now and thought, just for fun, that maybe I could see about maybe some people possibly help me develop the two main characters - for a more visual concept. So basically, I am kind of asking people if they could help me build up a kind 'reference' for my two mains, by drawing them or something. Sounds silly and daft,

Okay, so technically I have given up posting art... Kinda. I am not really interested in drawing - I do it for more enjoyment or out of boredom more than anything. What I have taken up is writing. Well not so much as taken up but I have started doing more of it. I am actually pretty much in the middle of writing a story right now and thought, just for fun, that maybe I could see about maybe some people possibly help me develop the two main characters - for a more visual concept. So basically, I am kind of asking people if they could help me build up a kind 'reference' for my two mains, by drawing them or something. Sounds silly and daft,

So a couple of weeks ago I was in hospital for a suicide attempt. I get that that sounds like I'm trying to draw attention to myself but if you think that then you have no idea how wrong you are. What I'm trying to draw attention to is people like me. People who are suffering and too afraid to even scream for help anymore. Who can't scream anymore. Who don't know how to scream. In the many moments I want to die there's often a few recurring questions : "who will miss me?" "what will happen to me?" "will anyone even care or notice if I'm gone?" And I doubt that I'll ever find the answers. You know - people like me, we suffer. Day in - day out